douvette

today was better then I wouldvapos;e guessed.
Tori helped me realize that I donapos;t need her to make me happy.
All I need is what I got.:]

But i still feel like theres this missing part of me.
and�like its getting bigger everyday.
maybe its all in my head.
maybe i just need to chill.
I just dont understand, how the fate of one persons life.
lays in someones elses hands.
Im doing picking people one by one out of my life.
Ill let fate decide that. And whatever happens.
well it happens ill be fine.
and i also realized that me not being happy for so long.
well that was me, choosing not to be happy.
And im done with all of that.
today is the day that i need to change.
im done walking around the halls feeling sorry for myself.
what happens happens im happy with who i am.
im just not happy with choices i have made.
So its all behind me.
im ready to start over with everyone.
even alyssa.im sorry for everything ive done to everyone
im not the same person anymore.
im ready to change.
everyone has to mature sooner or later.
I�guess i just did later.
and i miss everything i used to have.
like last year and what not.
Im most sorry to like tori and alysssa.
But whatever happens.
wheter me and alyssa become friends.
well im putting it in gods hands.
iloveyou<3

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